[Libre-soc-dev] health recovery E2-8649KT

[lkcl]

hello everyone,

i would like to give everyone a summary of retrospective
analysis (known to me as "black-box reverse-engineering"
but known in the medical profession as "Functional Medicine")
of what the hell happened to me.

this has been *months* of work.

bear in mind that i have autism, for decades, which is
medically understood to be oxidative stress that causes
neuronal inflammation and neuronal toxicity

   https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Grrbekq-6kw

according to the peer-reviewed medical research on pubmed,
there is a weakened blood-brain barrier effect at play,
where short-chain molecules and toxic chemicals (pesticides,
preservatives) may cross DIRECTLY into the brain.

in addition i clearly had long-COVID but before that had,
and probably still do, have chronic recurrent glandular fever
and/or other EBV infection (cold sores, minimum).

basically... inflammatory viral conditions that could easily
CROSS OVER INTO MY BRAIN due to the genetic predisposition
in my family to autism.

in the 50s, one aunt had "Water on the Brain"
(now known as Encephalitis) and was blind from birth, another
had Spina Bifida, and almost all of my siblings have some form
of autistic condition, and my mother as well.

now fast-forward to being abused for 16 years.

when severely run down, after one of the three THOUSAND abusive
conversations ran on for several hours, in abject desperation
i shouted really loudly to be heard, and it caused something
to go "pop" about an inch into my left temple (right where my
research shows the speech centre to be).

i went into convulsions and was left on the floor.

no ambulancen called.

no doctors called.

i have described the effects this had on my speech, before,
but they are consistent (including the recovery pattern)
with having had a stroke.

basically the increased blood pressure from the INFLAMMATION
caused by the virus, combined with the INFLAMMATION caused
by oxidative stress due to the abuse, combined with SHOUTING
increasing my Blood Pressure, it likely burst a blood
vessel just above where i had had failed root canal treatment,
and likely caused *additional micro-vascular damage* throughout
my brain.

hence in january through february, when i got pneumonia (an
outbreak occurred here in southampton) i displayed symptoms
of CEREBRAL PALSY whenever i was simultaneously under
massive stress, changes in barometric pressure (causing
fluctuating loads on INFLAMED blood vessels and neurons)
*and* had an untreated viral infection.

unfortunately this is so rare medical conditions - the total
number of people diagnosed JUST with encephalitis in the UK
is only something like 4,000 people - that it is completly
missed by most NHS "professionals". and i have *multiple*
rare/unusual medical conditions converging to create an
extreme if not unique medical scenario that has taken even me,
with my reverse-engineering skills, EIGHT MONTHS to work out.

the key is that micro-vascular damage.

a friend has put me on the path of investigating L-Lysine
and Vitamin C, in massive 1:2 ratio doses exceeding
3,000:6,000 mg (yes, really: 6 *GRAMS* of Vitamin C a day).

strictly speaking it should be some days exclusively L-Lysine
followed by some days exclusively Vit-C.

now, i have to report that during january, i felt something
travel up my neck, and a few seconds later, to an area
above my left eye, in my head. i tried to get a doctor's
attention becuse i was *in A&E at the time* but they refused
to take it seriouly.

after this incident, i lost the ability to sing in tune.

i had already had my speech damaged last year.

now i could no longer sing in tune, and i could not extemporise
ot harmonise to music being played in real-time, which i have
been doing for decades, and love very much. losing this
ability was more distressing to me than not being able to speak.

as part of my recovery, i set myself the task of submitting a
BGT Audition request. i missed the Series 17 window but made the
Series 18 one, and have been practicing daily for months.

what i did not realise until i made a recording of my voice
two months ago was that i was fluctuating AN ENTIRE TONE
(two semi-tones) and NOT NOTICING AT THE TIME.

i was seriously shocked and alarmed on replay of the recording
to find not only the variation but the discovery that in
REAL-TIME *i could not tell*!

it turns out that the variation occurs towards the end of a
breath, when my lungs are almost empty, and i begin to have
difficulty expelling air that i previously never used to
have (slight to mild chest and throat discomfort).

since that discovery, i have been taking L-Lysine for around
six weeks, and it has - and is - making a significant difference.
i can tell basically when i have not taken it, because it
has a noticeable but subtle effect on my singing.

(L-Lysine is supposed to stop vascular calcification, which
basically means that damaged blood vessels are *repaired*.
if those are in the BRAIN...)

i am basically describing this to you - all of you - so that
you have some understanding of how deadly serious this is.
i have not even begun to investigate the other organ damage
(Adrenal Gland - see
https://www.drlamcoaching.com/blog/adrenal-fatigue-and-narcissism/)
because quite obviously, BRAIN damage is my absolute top
priority.

the suggested advice of the Dr Lam article is self-evident:
avoid stress as an absolute maximum priority. unfortunately
due to the very same organ damage caused by Domestic Verbal
Abuse, communications ability is affected, and other things,
that have made it prohibitively near-impossible to talk safely
about what has happened, or had been happening at the time,
because i was simply focussed on staying alive and attempting
to avoid stress WHILST STILL BEING ABUSED [by numerous people].

now that the L-Lysine appears to be working, i am much less
affected by thinking about the past events. not entirely, but
for the most part. also actually *having* an effective remedy takes away
the fear (TERROR) that the neurological degeneration
described in the Dr Lam article - memory loss, alzheimer's,
dementia, and much more - is inevitable and/or irreversible.

i am also delighted to be able to report that my investigation
into why my blood pressure rises to 140/100 when it should
be 110/75 has also come up with a solution that has worked
4 times out of 4, so far: some very specific but advanced
yoga stretches which make my pulse felt in my head (my ears
ring). if you have ever held your breath but then tried to
expel air from your lungs *without* actually letting it out,
and heard your own pulse in your ears, *that* is what i have
been looking for as the sign that the yoga stretch can move to
the next in the sequence. it takes about 6-8 minutes to do.

i do not yet have a firm hypothesis as to why this sequence
works, but know just that 4/4 times it has.

i am nowhere near being completely "out of the woods", but have
a primary recovery and mitigation path for the most important
aspects: brain damage and (related) blood pressure reduction.

sadly i have to remind everyone that "not listening to lkcl"
has not only been a shocking disappointment and brutal awakening
to the reality of the NHS and police failures to react and
respond, but NHS catastrophic miscommunication and outright
abuse has *LED* directly to *ADDITIONAL* harm including
torture by violation of the Nuremburg Code, Article 6 Section 3.

i have had to pay IN FULL for supplements and high quality
food targetted at keeping inflammation down. £12 for salmon
from Waitrose instead of £3 from Tesco's. £7 for grass-fed
beef instead of £4 grain-fed. £15 for a jar of grass-fed ghee.
£25 for L-Lysine tablets that last under three weeks.
at one point in October 2023 i was spending £25 *a day* on
food.

i am still investigating why police have refused to properly
investigate EIGHT criminal counts against one individual
in particular. it has led me to escalate to "Professional
Standards", where the investigation into professional misconduct
by Thames Valley Police Officers has likely been placed onto
what is clearly "a rather long queue". not helpful.

bottom line here is that i need all of you reading this to
understand and appreciate that the PHYSICAL organ damage
caused by Domestic Verbal Abuse is REAL.

i do not have psychiatric conditions of ANY kind.
i do not have psychological conditions. this is multiple
convergent, co-contributing and TRANSIENT **PHYSICAL** medical
conditions of an extreme, RARE, dangerous, and life-threatening
and life-altering nature, which at one point had me seriously
considering learning sign-language as an emergency backup
(and i needed it, one extremely scary day back in May,
when CALDERWOOD got jacob to publicly post that manipulative
message, i woke up the morning after and found i was unable
to speak).

i leave it at that because it has been almost 2 hour nonstop
writing.

l.