[Libre-soc-dev] RFPs

Tue Aug 27 16:07:38 BST 2024

(bob - so grateful we now finally have two-way communication.
i am still struggling, ironically with the *relief* at
having finally gotten through. i will need the rest of
today to recover, this is just how PTSD is. i just wanted
to say thank you for your questions)

On Tuesday, August 27, 2024, Bob Goudriaan <bob at nlnet.nl> wrote:
> Luke,
> Do you think this way of communicating with us is productive and leads to
a solution?

my autism prohibits me from acting any other way, it prohibits
me from doing anything other than speaking plain blunt truth.

plus i am really REALLY angry at having to literally repeat
things TWO HUNDRED AND FIFTY TIMES to the point of utter
desperation, shock and despair, all of which has placed me
at risk of DEATH, and harmed me physically by impeding my
physical recovery.

consequently i had gone well beyond the point of caring what
you think, given that communication has been ONE WAY ONLY
for WEEKS.

but now that you are finally asking questions, we have at
last PROPER two-way communication... with only 3 days left.

> Are you aware that we, on behalf of the EC, have to assess whether the
work claimed within the NGI program has been completed sufficiently to
proceed to payment?

yes... but as i already said many many times, you put me
into such deep shock that i have been UNABLE to do anything,
the failure on your part to ask questions, only making
STATEMENTS - which as a literal-minded autistic i am
PROHIBITED from contradicting...

i even tried explaining that to you multiple times and you
*still* did not listen

> Can you understand that your explanation is not clear enough for us while
it might be for you?

of course! but if you are abusive

> Do you understand that we are not saying that the work has not been done,

actually, michiel did make such an accusation, once, which was
again so distressing that i could not do anything for several
days, needing to once again recover.

>but that we need additional explanation to clarify a number of matters?

in the case of 2021-08-071 there *was* and *still is* nothing
to clarify, as the documentation has been available for
18+ months - all you had to do was LISTEN to me when i said
"your approach is placing me at risk of DEATH, please STOP",
and i would have been able to answer, safely!

> Would it be better if we let further communication go through Cesar?

cesar has already written to you.

but what i am doing is getting support from multiple sources
to corroborate and reinforce what i am saying: i am *not*
going to re-raise what i (and others) believe to be valid
RFPs, it sends the wrong message.

i am done being abused, Bob.

you should also be hearing from my mother, to help reinforce
that the literal-mindedness of my autism means that if i make
an assessment like this, that the RFPs are valid, there is
just no way - nothing that you can do or say - which would
change my mind.

* the RFPs *are* valid.

* the decision to close them *was* abuse.

* i am done being abused.

* therefore *you* need to accept that you made an error,
 and *you* need to correct your database records.

(you should have copies of the original decision in
email, so it is not like you are trying to hide a
mis-judgement from a potential Audit, which WOULD be
extremely bad: rather you are simply correcting a
catastrophic miscommunication, to make a correct
and proper assessment now that you understand that
communication has been ONE WAY ONLY up until this
point, due to chronic Medical issues that were not
properly understood precisely because of those same
Medical issues drastically affecting my communication
ability)

> Could you provide Cesar with the information that we requested from you
(via him)?

he already wrote to you yesterdy or saturday. i've forgotten
already, the memory problems causee by the Domestic Verbal Abuse
are that damaging.

> Bob
>
> On 27 Aug 2024, at 13:21, Luke Kenneth Casson Leighton <lkcl at lkcl.net>
wrote:
>
>
> On Tuesday, August 27, 2024, Bob Goudriaan <bob at nlnet.nl> wrote:
>> Luke,
>> Did you not receive the email with the detailed explanation
>> why your RfPs were rejected?
>
> i received an abusive message three months late containg
> considerable false information and false declarations which
> put me into shock so badly that it placed me at risk of
> death and i was forced to call emergency services.
>
> i have video recordings of the effects it had, but was unable
> to record the actual breathing constriction incident b3cause,
> understandably, i was too focussed on staying alive to be
> able to navigate a phone menu.
>
>> Would you like me to send you that email again?
>
> under NO CRCUMSTANCES do that, it already placed me
> at risk of death once.
>
>> Did I misunderstand that Cesar is currently working
>
> in the case of 2021-02-52 the "summary" report which i cold
> in no way write on my own and ASKED FOR HELP TWO MONTHS AGO
> has been completed, yes.
>
> in the case of 2021-08-071 the Domestic Verbal Abuse i have
> been subjected has caused such immense physical organ damage
> that i COULD NOT REMWMBER THAT DOCUMENTATION WRITTEN EIGHTEEN
> MONTHS AGO ALREADY EXISTED. even more shockingly, i could not
> remember the discussion with Cesar approx six weeks ago where
> he asked me about that documentation, and was reminded of it
> ony 3 days ago!
>
> if your employee had not been so callous, unthinking, uncaring
> and abusive, if you had FOLLOWED THE ADVICE IN MY KIND LETTER
> TO YOU OF EIGHT WEEKS AGO, that i wanted to help you be more
> proactive in identifying project grant recipients with autism
> and who have been abused, to have emergency procedures
> documented and in place ready to go, so that they are not placed
> at serious risk in the EXACT ways you have placed me at
> these past couple of months, then i would have felt SAFE, and
> been able to GET you the requested information.
>
> but precisely because your employee has been so shockingly
> abusive i COULD NOT TELL HIM MYSELF 5HAT THE DOCUMENTATION
> ALREADY EXISTED
>
> bottom line you need to accept that you've made a shocking
> error of judgement, and start unwinding the damage you've
> caused
>
> why?
>
> because this is a PUBLIC project. people are watching to see
> if it is safe to apply for NLnet Grants.
>
> as an aside i would be very surprised if this was a coincidence:
>
> https://www.theregister.com/2024/07/17/foss_funding_vanishes_from_eus/
>
>
>> on filling in the omissions
>
> there were no omissions.
>
>> in your rejected RfPs
>
> there are no rejected RFPs, only RFPs that your employees
> failed catastrophically to do their job in a way that did
> not place me into such severe shock it risked killing me.
>
>> so that you can still resubmit them?
>
> again for the fifth time, why would i re-submit 100% valid
> 100% completed RFPs for work that was 100% completed
> that were perfectly clear and simply needed your staff to
> ASK QUESTIONS IN A SAFE WAY INSTEAD OF BEING ABUSIVE?
>
>> Bob
>>
>> On 27 Aug 2024, at 09:27, Luke Kenneth Casson Leighton <lkcl at lkcl.net>
wrote:
>> remember: if there is anything you don't understand about
>> below, then under Autism and Disability Laws of your country
>> you need to ask QUESTIONS, ok?
>>
>> don't ignore this.
>>
>> l.
>>
>> On Tuesday, August 27, 2024, Luke Kenneth Casson Leighton <lkcl at lkcl.net>
wrote:
>>> bob,
>>>
>>> please instruct your employees to correct the catastrophic
>>> abusive closure of the 100% completed 100% valid RFPs
>>> raised over three months ago.
>>>
>>> when you get Audited this will make you look good, as the right
>>> thing to have done.
>>>
>>> you may need to instruct your database administrators to make
>>> the correction.
>>>
>>> you have only 3 days.
>>>
>>> i have only 2 weeks money left until homeless and unable to
>>> pay for physical health recovery treatments.
>>>
>>> l.
>>>
>>>
>>> --
>>> ---
>>> geometry: without it life is pointless
>>> the fibonacci series: easy as 1 1 2 3
>>>
>>
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>>
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