[Libre-soc-dev] doctor caused BP 175/110

[Luke Kenneth Casson Leighton]

i only now feel safe and calm enough to write about this without
risk of injury or death. on visiting a GP for an urgent and
very specific appointment the doctor CHANGED the purpose of
the appointment - bear in mind i have autism and serious
medical physical health issues unaddressed - with neither my
consent nor informing me in advance. i had ridden in 4 miles
for this urgent appointment, on an e-bike, and it costs a lot
of money to charge it up with a generator.

the result was a massive spike in my blood pressure to 175/110
which is obviously extremely dangerous. it came down to around
145/95 levels and STAYED THERE for over two hours.

the shock of being NOT HEARD AND NOT LISTENED TO was sufficient.

the risks associated with such high readings are DEATH.
heart attack, stroke, embolism.

it was not coincidence that i happened to have a BP monitor
with me, but it is the first time i took regular readings
both before and after being abused.

what it means is that every OTHER time i have been placed into
deep distress and shock by people not listening, there is a
very high probability that the exact same thing happened.

the relevance to you - bob and michiel - is that by not listening
and not taking my PHYSICAL health issues seriously, you have
been placing me at risk of death.

it almost goes without saying but clearly needs spelling out
once again: you REALLY need to start properly listening and
taking my PHYSICAL health properly into account when
communicating with me.

regarding RFPs

it has now been almost twelve weeks since submission of the
RFPs, and i need to feel SAFE when answering, in order to
keep away from a very REAL risk of death.

thanks to you not taking my PHYSICAL medical conditions
seriously, i do not in any way feel safe due to the way you
have treated me.

an apology from you would go a long way towards fixing the
damage you have caused, as it would indicate at last that you
take these life-threatening PHYSICAL medical conditions
seriously.

in the meantime i will only be able to do as you demand
when i have the strength of will and health to risk answering
under the duress that you have placed me under.

lastly i will emphasise that the reports will and always have
contained TRUTH. i will not lie. i will not censor. and
as a FREE SOFTWARE RESEARCH PROJECT - not a BUSINESS - i
need you to stop describing my reports as "unprofessional".
in a BUSINESS context you would be absolutely right and i
would never have made such reports IN THE FIRST INSTANCE.

but this is a FREE SOFTWARE PROJECT, where the Charter of that
project has been blatantly violated repeatedly and systematically
and i will not stand idly by and let that fact be ignored
or brushed under the carpet.

people EXPECT to have the committment to Transparency and
Truth adhered to, by me, in order to be able to TRUST me.

if i break that even once it makes a mockery of my entire
life, not just this one project, because EVEN ONCE says
"if you LIED ONCE, it meant EVERYTHING you have ever said
is now questionable".

in other words you called into question my life integrity.

this is why it is so distressing and shocking to me that you
demand i CENSOR. omit names. tamper with records, bugtracker,
mailing list. leave out facts.

but you didn't ask about that - you simply DEMANDED censorship
without thought as to the implications of what you asked me to
do.

and because it placed me into SHOCK - pushing up my blood
pressure to extreme danger levels - i could not explain it
to you at the time, as i was from that point onwards after
reading your shocking message basically fighting for my life.

everyone, i need your help in firstly getting through to these
people, secondly in getting answers out of them as to EXACTLY
what they want - PUBLICLY ON EACH BUGREPORT AND NOWHERE ELSE -
and thirdly help in answering the questions (again: only
on each bugreport).

thank you.

l.




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