[Libre-soc-dev] MHA-03402-V5V8D1- Leighton- 57498 (FAO Turi Maddison)

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when I was younger, a high degree of empathy left me unable to watch horror
films at boarding school. I found myself empathizing with the actors, and
felt sickened, powerless and afraid it might happen one day to me.

Jack Nicholson in "One flew over the Cuckoo's nest" I will never forget: a
character who was tortured. there was another film where a journalist ended
up in an asylum having had drugs planted on him.

given my autism that routinely and systematically left me with brain
damage, the constant bullying from boarding school, combined with the
domestic violence of my childhood: these films left a lasting fear that has
pervaded my entire life that I would be unable to communicate and end up in
a nightmare where I was not heard, then forcibly medicated or tortured just
as in the films, and be utterly powerless, locked in a cell unable to
escape or be heard.

that nightmare became real at the torture centre named Antelope House.

I don't know if any of you can be bothered to imagine what it is like, to
tell people of extreme serious assaults, violence, medical conditions and
malicious criminal activity, and literally not one single person listens.

the horror of being forced to ingest a toxic substance and for the VIDEO
EVIDENCE and written explicit warnings of the risk of death to be blatantly
disregarded, it still pervades my waking moments over 15 months later.

two weeks ago my stepfather assaulted me. it caused brain damage sufficient
to terminate any ability to feel emotions. the irony is that a few days
later, when both happiness and sadness returned, so did both the night-time
and day-time living nightmares.

I continue to record video evidence, praying that one day this nightmare
will end, authorities journalists police family research colleagues and
friends will listen, and start helping instead of violently assaulting me
time after time, often by accident but frequently deliberately after being
warned, repeatedly, of the potentially lethal consequences of their actions.