[Libre-soc-dev] RfPs 2021-02-052: The Libre-SOC Gigabit Router declined

[Luke Kenneth Casson Leighton]

On Friday, August 23, 2024, Alexandre Oliva <oliva at libre-soc.org> wrote:
> Hello, Michiel,
>
> On Aug 23, 2024, Michiel Leenaars via Libre-soc-dev <
libre-soc-dev at lists.libre-soc.org> wrote:
>
>>> Even within a
>>> single task, different people will have distinct roles and
>>> responsibilities. You made an engineering contribution. That part
>>> seems finished, and so it was paid. As the project lead, Luke is
>>> also responsible for integrating the outputs of this and all other
>>> dangling task into the documentation skeleton of this particular
>>> project. The project is claimed to be completed, so we are asking
>>> where the outputs we were promised by Luke can be found.
>
>> I hope this is clear?
>
> My limited understanding, as occasional contributor to the project, is
> that Luke plays significant engineering roles, besides the management
> role.
>
> Answering your question above, ISTM that what you're saying is that
> payment for Luke's engineering work is being withheld so as to, erhm,
> entice Luke the manager to submit another part of the work that is
> apparently still pending.
>
> AFAICT, that yet-to-be-submited part of the work was not needed to tell
> that other engineers had completed their parts, so it could presumably
> be just as possible to tell that Luke the engineer had completed his
> engineering part.
>
> Now, I don't know whether it's policy to withhold payment for one part
> of the work because the person who did it happens to also play another
> role that is found to be pending.  That alone strikes me as unfair, more
> so in case it's not spelled out in advance.  Luke's surprise seems to
> suggest to me that, even if this was spelled out in advance, it hasn't
> come up before.
>
> I don't wish to put you on the spot, I'm rather trying to help get the
> feeling of surprise across, and empathize with all involved parties in
> an atempt to alleviate the feelings that are running high, but I wonder
> whether any earlier payments to Luke were made before he submitted the
> kind of management reports that are now AFAICT justifying the blocking
> of all pending payments to him, and whether there was a change of
> circumstance or of standards or of attitude to justify this (presumed)
> change in behavior.
>
> Some of us neurodivergent have an extremely difficult time dealing with
> unanticipated changes and with unforeseen urgencies.  They trigger very
> intense crises in me, and my condition is nowhere as critical as Luke's.
> I appreciate your taking this into account.

he has not. in any way. i cannot count the number of

i even have it from him "we have other autistic people, they
are real easy to work with" but he did not ask WHY, implication
being "luke is just being a fucking rude incompetent dickhead".

i even have it from him (paraphrase) "sorry to hear you are
autistic, now GET ME a report, i don't have time to waste"
which put me into immediate shock.

i have Chronic Adrenal Fatigue Syndrome, from 16 years Domestic
Verbal Abuse.

https://www.drlamcoaching.com/blog/adrenal-fatigue-and-narcissism/
i have ALL of these symptoms

People who have been in a narcissistic relationship often experience
symptoms such as:

Fatigue
Exhaustion
Weight problems
Lack of motivation
Brain fog
Confusion
Feeling "crazy"

High cholesterol
High blood pressure
Mood disorders
Poor sex drive
Sleeping problems
Headaches or migraines
Brain fog
Fatigue
Blood sugar problems

Mood disorders like anxiety and depression
Disordered and negative thinking
Neurodegeneration or the loss of neurons, bringing on age-related chronic
conditions
Lowered stress tolerance
Feelings of impending doom
Poor sleep

i have almost died due to throat gland swelling and
breathing restriction over 100 times in the past year.
the last time was LAST NIGHT due to finding that NLnet
have declined TWENTY THOUSAND EUROS of payments.

that rik is brought on by SHOCK - from people NOT LISTENING.

I have to go, just writing this is becoming distressing.



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