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[Luke Kenneth Casson Leighton]

i woke up this morning unable to speak. i didn't notice
until an hour later. it frightens and humiliates me deeply
that this is now a routine part of my life.

i managed to resolve the issue with some very powerful
(costly) vedic medicine, which is putting my 77-year-old
host into significant debt.

i was so exhausted (wednesday i had FIVE ischemic strokes
in one day, due to large barometric pressure changes from
a monsoon storm) that i tried to get back to sleep and
failed.

i lay there for hours, severely depressed, or so i thought,
but then i tried to get up, and found that i couldn't.
the thought met with *ACTIVE* resistance.

this is a known medical neurological condition and it last
occurred five months ago.

however this time it was mild: i found another way to "instruct"
myself to get up, almost on autopilot rather than conscious
intentional will. it was a mistake: i felt sick and dizzy
immediately.

i don't understand why none of you will apologise for the
harm you have caused.

i don't understand why you won't - didn't - listen to me.

the worst part for me - as if almost being murdered is not
unforgivable enough - is that each of you has information
that could bring justice upon the heads of the people
whom you know full well are responsible for maiming and
almost killing me.

your silence - your unwillingness to accept the responsibility
for your role in my maiming - is like a poison that grows
in your hearts.

you can make any number of excuses you like but the devastation
and harm you have caused can never be denied.

i have to live with the consequences of your despicable actions
and inaction, chronically disabled, horrified and reminded
every day of what i have lost - not just money but basic
fundamental quality of life.

sometimes i wake up and immediately go into uncontrollable
inexplicable sobbing distress, in terror for no reason
whatsoever, that rapidly turns into Anaphylaxis and i am
fighting for my life. it happened again only thursday morning.

any decent human being would immediately apologise, and
immediately do everything within their power to make right
the harm they have inflicted on another human being.

you are clearly inhumane. incapable of empathy and respect
for another human's life.





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