[Libre-soc-dev] Arranging a Time to Talk

[lkcl]

i forgot to say:

i also smashed head-first from a height of around 5 ft directly
onto a stone floor in paris, aged 6 months, around august 1970.

my handwriting has now changed, my laugh is different, my
ability to sing and extemporise (predict / harmonise) was
devastated in jan 24 after a stroke *IN UHS A&E* which they
ignored despite increasingly desperate calls for help,
my mathematical ability is damaged: power-of-two tables,
a fundamental part of computing, i tried multiplying
64 by 64 and got the answer 1024 (2^6 times 2^6 is 4096,
and 2^5 squared -32x32 - is 1024. i wrote down a date someone
told me 23rd june 2025, i wrote 25th june and it was 5 minutes
before i noticed.

also i have *NO RECALL* of SIX YEARS of EU funded research:
over a MILLION Euros and my memory of it is gone. i am having
to read my own notes and papers in order to recognise my
own work. even when i find a paper and read it, i can just
as easily FORGET THE MEMORY OF HAVING FOUND IT.

when i find it again, i remember that i *had* read it before.
in other words it is not a two-way recall, it is RECOGNITION
rather than RECALL.

this is real goddamn serious brain damage that's occurred.

and i have yet to have *even one* police officer or medical
practitioner or civil service take the incalculable harm
and the THREE HUNDRED Ischemic strokes in 24 months seriously.

l.


On Friday, August 15, 2025, lkcl <luke.leighton at gmail.com> wrote:
>
> Rachel, for background you need to see these:
>
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Periventricular_leukomalacia#Association_with_autism
>
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Periventricular_leukomalacia#Injury_pathway
> https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Role_of_microglia_in_disease
>     Microglia have also been extensively studied
>     for their harmful roles in neurodegenerative
>     diseases, such as Alzheimer's disease,
>     Parkinson's disease, multiple sclerosis, as
>     well as cardiac diseases, glaucoma, and
>     viral and bacterial infections.
>     Significant microglia activation has also
>     been found in individuals with autism[1][2];
>     the Injury pathway in PVL also involves glial
>     cells
>
> https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Periodontal_disease
>
>     Periodontitis has been linked to increased
>
>     inflammation in the body, such as indicated
>
>     by raised levels of C-reactive    protein
>
>    and interleukin-6.[15][16][17][18] It is
>
>     associated with an increased risk of
>
>     stroke,[19][20] myocardial infarction,[21]
>
>    atherosclerosis[22][23][24][25][26][27][28] and
>
>     hypertension.[29]
>
> I was a premature birth and had a ruptured brain sac. at two weeks I went
blue and required life support for four weeks.
> aged 24 I got a viral infection that was very dangerous: I was out of
commission for at least six weeks.
> the 16 years Domestic violence caused multiple viral infections due to
stress, and I had failed root canal treatment, and constant left-temple
headaches for 18 years.
> an MRI on the 26th June 2025 confirms "chronic Periventricular white
matter Ischemia" which means it has been present my entire life, from the
hypoxia at two weeks.
> the effect damages the blood-brain barrier with the result that any
toxins viral or bacterial infections are extremely dangerous. they get
directly into the brain, cause immediate neuronal cell death, and microglia
activate to clear up. unfortunately if the damage is severe it is the
*microglia* that get damaged and a vicious cycle continues for weeks,
causing toxic byproducts (cytokines) to be CONTINUOUSLY dumped into
Cerebral Spinal Fluid.
> the autism that I clearly have has its roots in the PVL. the two are
closely linked (see peer reviewed articles linked above). neurological
development is impaired and obstructed by reduced blood flow and by chronic
infection exacerbated by blood-brain-bwrrier damage: continuous poisoning
from cytokines as microglia attempt to repair ongoing vicious-cycle damage.
>
> each Domestic Violence incident by RAYMOND of which there were
approximately 1,500, caused immediate distress, immediate neuronal
inflammation, immediate neuronal death. my life was made a living hell by
this individual.
> also contained in the report was "hypoplastic right vertebral artery"
which reduces brain-oxygen supply by 10-15%. such underdevelopment of the
arteries can occur due to PVL.
> one of the violent assaults from my ex-partner caused me to go into
convulsions, I was left on the floor and was unable to speak, afterwards.
it shows up on the MRI as a burst Cerebral Artery and as right parietal
lobe Ischemic damage.
> the massive shocks and distress caused by the Domestic Violence (and
other assaults by doctors and nurses) caused BP spikes sufficient to cause
strokes, heart attacks, and arterial damage.
> with the reduced diameter artery the risk of blockage on a stroke is much
higher.
> the MRI report also shows "bulbing" of the major brain artery junctions,
and athersclerosis (serious damage to the artery walls, which is
"protected" by calcification, behind which repair to the artery can be
effected. the calcium is dissolved after the body completes artery repair).
> the assaults, viral, and bacterial infections caused neuronal
inflammation and neuronal toxicity (aka autism) and the BP rises caused
arterial wall protection to burst, allowing infection behind it to get
loose into my blood stream, causing massive toxic shock, and strokes.
> a 20-hour EEG (20/10 electrode pattern) around 20th jul 2025 showed
cardiac arrest patterns during a 5-hour monsoon storm. each large
barometric pressure rise (of which there were several) caused major
symptoms such as being unable to speak or caused Tourette's symptoms.
> this is a 100% physical, physiological and chronic medical condition,
worsened and aggravated by systematic violence and negligence.
> and a stupid, stupid doctor in Glenluce Surgery, DAVID GRIFFITH, whom I
had NEVER MET BEFORE, knew absolutely nothing about me, on the 15th Dec
2023, classified me catastrophically as "paranoid delusional schizophrenic".
> the consequences of that one false and negligent mis-diagnosis led to the
complete destruction of my life.
> this includes financial exploitation, fraud, attempted murder, assaults,
physical assaults, and much more.
> it is *100%* medically demonstrable that these doctors in the NHS were
catastrophically negligent and are unfit to practice medicine.
> all they had to do was get an MRI done.
> DRs LAW HILLMAN AND GREEN of Atherley House Surgery *DELIBERATELY AND
WILFULLY* blocked 12 requests (several in writing) for an MRI scan.
> they not only placed my life in danger, their decisions ACTIVELY AND
WILFULLY caused physical maiming and psychological harm sufficient to be
categorized as torture.
> I have not yet reported this to the police (1861 Section 18 offenses), I
am getting sick of being ignored and maltreated.
> please GET THROUGH THE THICK HEADS of the
> GMC for me. they need to be the ones calling
> the police to provide the medical support and
> medical evidence.
> and they have been 100% negligent in doing so,
> thanks to Fergus's failure to aid and assist.
> l.
>
>
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