[Libre-soc-dev] dont know what to fo

[Luke Kenneth Casson Leighton]

On Sat, Jan 10, 2026 at 1:11 PM Gerry Ewan <gerryewan at gmail.com> wrote:
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> Luke dear, I've been trying to find the right words but I don't know if one can ever say them to help you, so I can only say things as I see them.

stop making false statements and LISTEN

> You are sick. But it's a sickness caused by PTSD,

NO. i have the signs of chronic pericarditis, chronic peridontal
disease that now i know what to look for i have had them for
at least thirty years.

and genetic disorders.

> an extreme overload of stress

that's because people keep interfering in my life and don't LISTEN

> and untreated autism.

you can't "treat" autism.

>You're showing all the classic symptoms of these conditions, although I agree that your tooth problems are real.

oh good. implication being that you thought that there are things that
are "un"-real. which is why you fucked me over and almost caused my
death.

> None of this is insurmountable but I have to say that I think it will require a volte face from you.

no: it will require people to stop trying to force their will onto me
and start LISTENING

> Why do you always blame other people for your problems?

yet again you assume this instead of LISTENING

> And this isn't a recent phenomenon, you've always done it, since you were little. I wish I'd known how to be a better mum and not get so angry when you and your brothers were having typical childhood tantrums but then no-one had shown me how either! It wasn't until much later that I understood how to handle such childhood behaviour.
> I cannot begin to tell you the incredible relief and release when one looks at one's self and thinks, 'yup, I screwed up. No-one's fault but mine'. Even when it seems as though the fault lies with others, there will be triggers from one's self. People aren't gods. They/we all screw up. Something pretty devastating happened to me very recently, which I'm still working through.

good. then you can also learn that you caused absolute devastation to
my life by not listening to me, instead listening to other people with
a financial vested interest in seeing me maimed and tortured, and
fucking well apologise PROPERLY for it.

but first you need to stop your delusion and start listening.


> I could easily have blamed others for causing it but I've recognised it was their response to what I am.

your intransigence and self-delusion harmed someone else.  and you
recognised it.

> And because of that, I'm in a more rational position to do something about it in a flexible manner.

next you can start by accepting that you almost killed me.

> And if it doesn't work out, I'll see them for what they are, forgive and do something else.
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> Now, as far as helping you is concerned - I repeat, I will not do anything to get individuals put in prison.

even if it was almost murder?

> If people don't understand how autistic people function, it's not their fault.

he FUCKING WELL SENT OUT A WARNING TO ALL EMPLOYEES AND DIRECTORS.

he knew EXACTLY what should and should not be done.


> Frankly, why should they?

because it can maim and even kill them.

> Yes, I saw your extreme reaction to David Calderwood in that phone call but that is not sufficient cause to prosecute him.

>  However, I certainly will help you to pursue Southampton Area Health Authority because I think you were treated very badly by the mental health team.

fucking hell you really aren't listening, are you? it's much much
worse than that.

> Have you consulted an ayur veda practitioner?

what did i tell you about giving me advice?

> Surely Alex knows someone?

none of your fucking business

> And I think a pyschotherapist would be a great help. I know people who've had their lives turned round by this sort of therapy.

for about the thirtieth time: i did not ask for your advice.

> Come on! You used to be such a positive person.

whom you almost murdered.

> I admired you for it. Let's see it again!

then start fucking LISTENING.

> x Mum
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> On Sat, Jan 10, 2026 at 5:59 AM Luke Kenneth Casson Leighton <lkcl at lkcl.net> wrote:
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>> alone. phone too far away
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>> geometry: without it life is pointless
>> the fibonacci series: easy as 1 1 2 3
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