[Libre-soc-dev] paul

[lkcl]

he's started to realise how badly he fucked up.

please write to him and tell him that he cannot undo
brain damage from two strokes.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=fxClvuc2-f8&list=PLBtNqZjUZB80MKuPPqH2T32PlmSSp2ge3&index=2&pp=gAQBiAQB

he also cannot undo me almost ending up dead by asphyxiation
after being forced to ingest a deadly toxic substance and
it causing 90 minutes of continuous anaphylactic shock
as well as brain damage, organ damage, and paychological
trauma. i only recorded a few minutes as i was too focussed on
staying alive.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=fxClvuc2-f8&list=PLBtNqZjUZB80MKuPPqH2T32PlmSSp2ge3&index=2&pp=gAQBiAQB

he can however make public any evidence of CALDERWOOD's
devastating manipulation, which i partly document here
and also keep as evidence of having actual medical symptoms
NOT FAKED AS STATED BY CALDERWOOD AND BY THE NHS

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Qs36AF4CtGY&list=PLBtNqZjUZB80MKuPPqH2T32PlmSSp2ge3&index=4&pp=gAQBiAQB0gcJCY0JAYcqIYzv

he can also write to the EU Directors of NGI and inform them
that prior reports made by him were false, and that CALDERWOOD
has acted fraudulently to deceive in order to obtain EU Grant
funds (NGI Search, and the dec 23 nlnet grants)

i was assaulted by LEWIS, the abusive CEO OF Red Semiconductor Ltd,
attempting to seize control of Libre-SOC Grant Administration. he
instructed MIROSHNIKOV, an employee with
severe OCD and an addiction to pornographic material since aged
12, to enter unauthorized RFPs without oversight, right when i
was coping with a very distressing visit to see my daughter
in nov 23.

(if you recall, paul, you and WILLIAMS found me on the floor
sobbing in distress next to my daughter, at your property,
after i had discovered RAYMOND had destroyed £10,000 worth
of electrical and electronic equipment).

CALDERWOOD and LEWIS also coerced me into
placing two Libre-SOC Research EU Grant applications
into RED Semiconductor Ltd's name. it was absolutely 100%
inappropriate from a practical *and* administrative *and*
a research perspective, but i was forced into putting them
in the Corporation's name, EVEN THOUGH NOT ONE SINGLE OFFICER
OF THE COMPANY HAD SIGNED THE RESEARCH CHARTER (except myself).

the coersion is a criminal offense under UK Disability Law.

he can also publicly apologise for assaulting me multiple
times, although it will not help him to avoid criminal
charges, and he can retract his demand for the destruction
of evidence. he should do that quickly as it is a criminal
offense called "Perverting the Course of Justice".

i've lost tens of thousands of pounds due to having to
abandon equipment, tools, and vehicles.

GOUDRIAAN terminated *two* running NLnet Grants worth EUR 75,000
to me, devastating my project and my reputation in the process.
all based on FALSE INFORMATION PROVIDED BY PEOPLE SOLELY
INTERESTED IN EXTRACTING MONEY FROM MY PROJECT.

RAYMOND embezzled tens of thousands from my personal bank
account that she coerced me into handing full control over,
within months of the account being opened in 2011.

she had been refusing to give me access to Internet Banking
for SIX YEARS as she was siphoning off EU Grant money into
her personal bank account abroad (HSBC, Hong Kong)

it's also very clear that i've been displaying psychological
torture symptoms for at least the past 10-12 years, and so
has Lilyana.

25 minutes into this video i can be seen to be in sobbing
distress and yet RAYMOND does not stop. this was a 3 hour
ordeal and my daughter was 5 metres away the whole time.
my face and throat can be seen to be extremely swollen.
this is NOT due to me being "fat": it is toxic fluid
from my brain being released in an emergency into my
lymph nodes going down my neck. without that "emergency
release" occurring i would be dead or crippled for life.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=3JU0bNl1AI8

none of you have any fucking idea. none of you asked.
you ASSUMED that CALDERWOOD's statements were truthful
in their entirety despite it being blindingly obviously
reasonable that he would have a MOTIVE: technology theft.

bottom line if he wants to help, you can help UNDO THE DAMAGE
HE CAUSED. that means PUBLISHING CALDERWOOD's MANIPULATION.
i KNOW he is "one of us" that JACOB LIFSHAY refers to
https://lists.libre-soc.org/pipermail/libre-soc-dev/2024-May/006248.html

£500 a month is NOWHERE CLOSE, and to be absolutely honest
i am... i can't find the right word... i find it repugnant /
alarming / shocking / disgusting that he would offer such
a paltry amount *without ever asking how much devastating
loss and torture i have been through*.

that he was ACTIVELY torturing me by not listening, violating
Dutch Discrimination Law by BELIEVING THAT I WAS A VIOLENT
ABUSIVE LIAR BECAUSE CALDERWOOD SAID SO, i find it horrifyingly
repugnant i cannot even begin to find the right words.

three HUNDRED times i said "for god's sake ask questions".

instead he was abusive to the point of almost killing me.

no i don't fucking want such a paltry amount of money,
not from them, not without a full apology and restitution
for the devastating effects of his abuse.






On Friday, May 16, 2025, paul ewan <paul.ewan at gmail.com> wrote:
> Hi Luke,
> I said I would be in contact today and I have what may be some good news
for you. it is as follows:
> Your mum has received an email from Michiel. I attach a copy below:
> we feel very sad for Luke, we would like to see him restored back to
> health.
>
> Do you think it would be helpful if we would donate some amount - we are
> thinking of say 500-750 euro a months up until the end of the year?
> We would pay this from the foundations own small reserves, so we would
> not expect anything back; it would really just be something to make him
> feel less alone, and hopefully get back on his feet.
> This amount may help you to pay your way and also get some medical help.
> Let me know if wish to accept the offer and I will pass it on.
>  clearly they belive in you and want you back in good spirits.
> I hope this is good news for you.
> all the best, Paul